Conscious Effort

I have just taken on a couple of new ventures and in the midst of all the chaos and new scheduling I almost forgot to write for like the 17th day in a row. I was lying in bed completely relaxed about to drift into the best sleep ever when the thought popped in my head...You haven't written today. I then sat and thought about it and that lasted a good minute until I got up and got started. I am so grateful for my conscious effort to avoid guilt and shame and incessantly progress!